Just when I thought I've had everything planned and settled, organised and predicted, and simply waiting for me to take right steps, life reminded me that one is never done making decisions. If not for yourself, you have to be there for the ones you love, for the ones who count on you and rely on you. Disappointment is not an option, so you just must go through the decision making process all over again. In sake of, well, living. This makes me ask myself which is worse and harder - to decide for yourself or help others with their life altering decisions (by "others" I mean people whose significance plays a crucial role in your life, not just